Dear God
I am tired of crying myself to sleep. I feel pulled by work and home. Something has got to give.
I’m sick. Everyone at work is sick and since I am their supervisor if they can’t work I have to.
I don’t want to have to force my work smile, I want it to be a real genuine smile; an expression of real feelings.
I want to slip into an alternate reality. One where I like my job, my daughter’s mind is whole, and I can feel hope.
Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray for hope to keep.
Amen
😦 Teri, I am praying for a complete return to health for you, and all your workers.
And healing for your daughter’s mind, and a genuine smile to come back!
Please rest as much as possible!
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Thank you so very much. Prayers are appreciated.
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You are so welcome, Teri.
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Everything is so much harder when your body is fighting illness! Don’t give up, try to rest, and remind yourself that you’ll feel better soon and hope will return!
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you’re probably right. Thank you.
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I agree with Carly. Life is so much harder when you’re not feeling well. You sure have my prayers as well, hon.
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Thanks very much.
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I am just finding your blog now… Sending prayers xx
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Thank you 😊
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Thanks
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Dealing with some of these same feelings. Sending hugs. Hope you know you are not alone. The struggle is real. Many don’t understand but take heart that some of us do. Hugs 🌷
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Thank you for your kindness. Hugs back.
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☺ 🌷
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Teri, IRB is right. Many people don’t understand the struggle, but some of us do. Hope you are feeling better and continue in good health. Spring is beautiful here in my part of the country. I hope it’s beautiful where you are as well. Hugs!
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The friends and their supportive words may warm your heart and hoping your health improves. I am just going to say you are in my thoughts tonight and evening prayers. Hugs, Robin
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My health is better. Prayers are always appreciated. Thank you.
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Things better? I’m getting ready to disappear for a while myself. I’m going to step out on foot and find myself 100 miles away. Then I’ll probably bum someone’s shower and try to sleep through their partying (yeah, I have a particular drunk in mind). Probably take a bus back home after a few months.
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Reblogged this on Anna Cottage and commented:
Beautifully written and heart felt.
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Thank you.
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I hope you won’t mind I reblogged this, so beautifully written and heart felt. Take care poppet.
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